On to more pleasant things....

I have a reputation for being rather bookish. I can't help it. I just have the urge to learn new things all the time. I have so many things that I'd like to learn, but I haven't been able to find the time or access the resources I need to tap into. However, I forget that sometimes, all you have to do is open your mouth and ask somebody about the things you'd like to learn. Just fuckin ask! Well when you're shy like me, that's kinda hard. Fortunately, I have a small but fabulous circle of friends!

I was talking to Jamila Sunday night/Monday morning, bitching about how I hate living here, and I wish I knew some producers on the same wavelength with me, so that I can seriously get back into my music, instead of just aimlessly crafting lyrics. I was starting to fall into my negative thinking again. I was feeling like I couldn't seriously work on any music until I relocate up out this piece. Well, thanks to some advice and resources Jam hooked me up with, I'm now my own producer. So there! Thhhhhhhhhhhbbbt! Now I can finally relieve myself of some of the music that been pent up in my head. I feel so much better, especially that I'm already working on arrangements and such. I can't say exactly when I'll have something for your listening pleasure ( or horror? eeep!), but it's cooking.

Whew!